a wonderful husband

I had a bad day today, no reason for it. I have no awful story or even small upsetting events to contribute to my bad day. Just had a bad day! an emotional day.. I cried about nothing today a lot actually. I cried this morning when I woke up and again a couple hours after that while trying to put on my make up. Which was a failed attempt by the way. Michael called during a brake from classes just to tell me he loved me and I cried to him. 

about my lost shoe

i'm not sure how my shoe was lost in our little apartment but it was

our cluttered apartment

that I was feeling to over whelmed to clean

the spider I saw

terrified of them. but I killed it.. which is impressive

 the leak under the sink

that really isn't that big of a deal.. 

I know my life is so hard right? 

And he listened to me cry. And like always he made me feel better. He is SO good at understanding me. Sometimes I don't even know why i'm crying but somehow he understands. He told me just what I needed to hear and I moved on with my day. I did some laundry, then went to the store to get some last minute ingredients for lunch. Michael got home from school and we ate lunch while watching Grey's Anatomy. And surprise! I cried watching it. Soon after I was leaving for work at 3:00 and cried again.. 

At this point you are thinking "this girl is ridiculous.." Oh I am. I know that! My emotions run my life and every once in a while I just have to have a little brake down! My wonderful husband puts up with it, and it amazes me! 

 I went to work, and meanwhile Michael was at home doing homework. Or at least that's what I thought. 

I came home still in a downer mood. As im walking from our car to our door I think to myself  "I would be a lot more happy right now if my apartment was clean." I open the door and

 here come the tears again. 

It was spotless. Michael did absolutely everything! All the dishes were done, the counters were clean, the leftovers that I left on the stove had been taken care of, the shoes were put away, the pillows nicely placed on the couch, the blankets folded, the clothes that were in the dryer were put away (I didn't even think he knew there were clothes in the dryer!) the floor had been vacuumed, the bed was made, the recipes that I had left scattered all over the table had been put away, books that had been left out were organized, every tiny detail was noticed.   

Also, He found my lost shoe :) He left it out for me to see as well as this simple but powerful note. 

Oh, and by the way. Michael is sick. He's been feeling rotten the past couple of days. Sick or not he has been at school and work working his tail off. And still he took time out of his hectic day to show me, his ridiculous wife that he loves me. 

I am incredibly lucky.